It’s over, I've given up my goal. This searching took it’s toll and any light I've shed was only seen to forget. Faith made me question truth as death moves towards me and you. It scares me how times passed. I think about relations and how they last and mere words can't describe life's web and how thick the knots are tied. I’m destined to leave my shell and crawl to a life where I know nothing at all.
All of my searching left me worn. No wiser than when I was born. All of my searching I’ve let go. Life’s answers yet to show.
Sorry not been myself lately these thoughts have left me empty. Hold on to what makes me whole let go of the nothing I know.
I think the most comfort I've felt in this life was being fifteen and playing this game at 2am. Words cannot describe how much this game meant to me caracalled